It's always the same storyline everytime. Me searching all over for you, frantically calling your mobile and office number but could never reach you. Where are you?
It's a similar dream last night. This time after countless times trying to get you on the phone you texted me, "I am sorry for being away too long. Rindu pada anak isteri Tuhan saja yang tahu".
And I replied, "Then we should try to see each other before puasa". And I woke up.
It was your birthday on Aug 3, last Monday. You would have been 39. Do you know that I am now older than you, alive? You were 36 yr 6 mo when you left and I am now 36 yr 8 mo. Wonder if you'd think I look old if you see me now.
We had planned to visit you on Sunday before your birthday and plant the shrubs which I got earlier on your grave. That had to be cancelled as your youngest daughter's temperature rose again above 38 - after 2 visits to the GP in the course of four days. After the third visit on Sunday, she was referred to the hospital and was admitted for 3 days. She is ok now, though her cough has persisted albeit only a little.
I miss you and wonder when we'll meet again.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
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Posted by MHB at Sunday, August 09, 2009
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hugs... i don't dream so often but when i do, boy, it's so real that it's surreal!!
blues not leaving me yet, honey... my weekend getaways are making it worst!
my heart bleeds for you..that's all i can offer, take care dear!
MHB,
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
No words to offer, just hugs.
MHB,
Sebak...and I just can't continue writing :(
((((((HUGS)))))
been crying when i read tis...soon,tina soon...sekejap je lagi.
hugs
Sis...
{{{{Hugs}}}}
Take care yah.
Sis,
Sabar ye...
Ladies, thanks for the many huggggsssss... I have used up some and have kept some for future use :-) tak mo sedih2 dah ~ I'll have to come up with a new entry to bring some cheerfulness to this page.
p/s: redha ~ i'm thinking that you know me since you mentioned my name, do i know you? tak aci tauuu....
Alhamdulillah sis....
hope hubby is tenang there now that you'll be cheeful! Let him always be in your heart dear...College love affair..must be first lovekan? Mana boleh lupa our best friendkan the other half of us. Macam udara yang kita sedutkan...AlFatihah to him..
....follower setia ni....:)
anon -- thanks for the Al-Fatihah. God bless you!!
MHB,
There'll be more hugs when u need them. No worries if u use them up now.
There's been several times nak order cuppies lagi tapi my schedule tak menentu that had to pendam the craving for now.
Take care.
Dear MHB,
You know we are here to 'listen' and offer our shoulders to cry on whenever you need to pour your sadness out. If you have more of that in you, just let it out. Once that is done, we will look forward to reading happier postings from you. Don't bottle it all inside, ok.
Hope your girl is feeling much better now. Take care, MHB.
(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))) banyak2 so that you can keep a lot more for future use. Mowahs
Assalamualaikum dearest sis MHB,
Alfatihah buat allahyarham suami sis. Semoga rohnya senantiasa di rahmatiNya dan berada di sisi orang orang yang beriman dan di kasihiNya, Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
Eventhough we have never met, I have always been able to capture your warmness, creativity and honesty through your writings.
InysaAllah, I will continue to read and offer my prayers from afar.
Take care and salam muhibbah to you and your beautiful puteris.
FD
I'm hopeless with words...can only offer you hugs and make my doa a little longer by including you and the kids in.
Thats true love..forever and eternally in your heart..a very beautiful touching entry.
May ALLAH Always Bless his good soul..
MHB,
Salam. Al-Fatihah buat arwah hubby u. U know that today, 15 August is my arwah Naili Umairah b'day. She would have been 1 year old if she is around. I am here missing her...Allah sahaja yang mengetahui. Sabar ya my dear friend...Moga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan hambaNya yang dikasihil.Amin.
MHB
Semoga u terus tabah ... semoga ingatan antara u & arwah tetap utuh.
Semoga arwah dikalangan mereka yang diredhai
Aida -- thanks, dear...
and yeah, do call me if you need cupcakes but need few days of notice as things are quite crazy at the office at the moment... kadang2 tak menang tangan though orders tak la sebanyak mana pun ;-)
MTT -- thank you, Madam... yes, this blog is an outlet for me to pour the emotions out though sometimes I do feel like my readers would menyampah pulak if i wallow in self-pity. But hey!! it's my blog, right... and I can write whatever I want!! :-) thanks again, you're always so kind with your words...
Amy -- here's some for you too
(((((((((hugs))))))))) for those days that hubby need to work night shift and you takut tinggal sorang2 kat rumah BJ heheheh...
FD -- you never fail to warm my heart with your words... though we've never met, I feel like I know you... a long-lost sister that I'd love to hug and cry on her shoulders when I need to... God bless you and family!!
mama23beas -- oh! thank you for the du'as... Allah saja yang dapat membalas your kind thoughfulness... thank you!!
mamasita -- he was my soul mate, now and forever...
kaseh -- Al-Fatihah buat Naili Umairah too... like I said before, she is waiting for you in heaven... you are blessed!!
edelweiss -- thanks for the kind words, dear...
Al-Fatihah..
I cried reading this entry..Just be strong ye..especially for ur kids..Happy ramadhan..
:'| *speechless*
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